Merriman says he's policy 'victim'
By: MICHAEL KLITZING - Staff Writer | ∞
SAN DIEGO - Shawne Merriman characterized himself as a "victim of the policy" on Wednesday during his final appearance at Chargers Park before serving his four-week steroid suspension.
But he also acknowledged he ultimately had to accept responsibility for violating that policy.
A day after the Chargers star linebacker decided to drop his appeal for his positive steroid test, he made a brief visit to team headquarters in the morning to address his teammates.
"It's something that I had to do and I think it was appropriate to do," Merriman said of dropping the appeal. "I made a mistake, not purposely, that really violated the policy. But I didn't do anything on purpose."
He will now be barred from working with the team for almost a month and will miss four games starting with Sunday's contest with the Cleveland Browns.
Merriman said it was the right time to drop the appeal out of consideration to the team as well as an understanding that his chances for winning were slim.
Though Merriman has said he unknowingly ingested nandrolone from supplements tainted by a manufacturer, the league's steroid policy states that a positive test will not be excused if it results from supplement use.
"Yes, I did something unknowingly, but at the same time I did something that was against the policy," said Merriman, whose original positive test occurred on Aug. 2. He was first notified of the violation in September.
Merriman remained mum on the identity of the supplement he said caused his positive test, hinting at possible legal action against the manufacturer.
"We're not allowed to say what product yet, because there is a high, high possibility that we'll be going after the manufacturer," he said. "The federal government has gotten involved in what I've been doing and they do know the process of what tainted supplement it is, and they will get involved."
The Chargers embarked on their four-week stretch without their top pass rusher after hearing some words from Merriman. Before practice began, he spoke briefly to the team on the field about dropping the appeal.
"He wanted to let us know, and apologize to the team," said tight end Antonio Gates. "But you know what, there's certain things that happen and he's a part of this team and a part of this family and we support him 100 percent. I think that was the main thing we were trying to get across to him, more so than what he was saying to us."
In Merriman's absence, Carlos Polk will make his first NFL start while continuing his responsibilities on special teams. Concerned about fatigue, head coach Marty Schottenheimer said Stephen Cooper and San Diego State product Akbar Gbaja-Biamila may be in the mix to rotate in for Polk on defense.
"We know we all have to step up," Polk said. "Not just linebackers and D-line, but the entire team. Losing a player like Shawne, you can either take a dive or step up to the plate."
Said quarterback Philip Rivers: "These four weeks, what we've got in that locker room is what we've got, and we've got to go out there and get it done."
CHARGERS NOTES - While preparing to face his Hall-of-Fame father's old team, Browns TE Kellen Winslow decided to stir the pot a little Wednesday. "I hope they play a lot of man coverage so I can go one-on-one with Terrence Kiel - and get him," Winslow said, punctuating his declaration with a laugh. Kiel wasn't amused. "Yeah, it was kind of personal," said Kiel upon hearing the comment. He said the two have never met. ... DBs Clinton Hart (hip) and Bhawoh Jue (knee) are listed as probable to play Sunday, while DE Igor Olshansky (knee) and Shaun Phillips (calf) are questionable. ... Evidently, 183-yard games put RB LaDainian Tomlinson in a pretty good mood. He wore a gorilla mask on Monday; on Wednesday, he chimed in to ask a question during QB Philip Rivers' press conference.
-- Contact staff writer Michael Klitzing at mklitzing@nctimes.com.
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Jim wrote on Nov 2, 2006 6:13 AM:"Victim of Policy"? Sort of like I am a "Victim of Laws". The old saying "ignorance of the law is no excuse". When will these guys learn?
Yeah right. wrote on Nov 2, 2006 11:23 AM:Victim of stupidity. We're all waiting to see who you "sue".
Matt wrote on Nov 2, 2006 3:03 PM:WHy are you fools so quick to judge him? Did you know that Nandrolone can not be injected? it would have to be ingested, which aligns perfectly with what they are saying about his supplements. If the government is getting involved and they find that his supplement was tainted will you still judge him like this? why dont you wait to see if the supplements were tainted before you pop off, you are just haters, and probably raiders fans anyway, losers.
Brian wrote on Nov 2, 2006 3:46 PM:No wonder he was so cut up and big. It's not like any NFL player will ever admit they took illegal supplements. This reminds me of a COPS show I watch on Fox. Every time they catch a thief or a dope head "I did not know that was in there officer" That's my purse but not my dope. Good luck Chargers becuase here come the Raiders. Just Win Baby.
I see you wrote on Nov 2, 2006 5:10 PM:Merriman has been tested 3 times since august passed all 3 and he is still playing at a superstar level. Matt I think you know why these commenters are so quick to judge. Bigotry is an ignorant face that can`t hide behind a key board.
Sean wrote on Nov 2, 2006 5:35 PM:Here come the Raiders? Is that supposed to be scary? That's the equivalent of trying to hold up a bank with a rubber chicken. Merriman isn't the reason we've beaten them 6 times in a row. He's the reason the beatings have gotten progressively worse. Their motto should be 'just win....please?'.
Kelann wrote on Nov 2, 2006 8:57 PM:There is an inherent flaw in someone's mentality or a blatant cover-up if Merriman and his camp cry out that he's a 'victim of NFL Guidelines'. How does someone become a victim of their own choice? Fact: Merriman elected to purchase mail order products of his choice and disregarded the long list of NFL approved products. Why? Fact: His body is his commodity. Wouldn't he be concerned about ingesting something that might be harmful to his body and opt to get the products tested or approved before consumption? Fact: Merriman claims to take various supplements. How and who determined that the supplements were tainted and not the other products? Can it be that only Merriman's supplements were tainted? The best thing for his legal team to do is send Merriman's unused bottles to be lab tested then publish the results. Let's not get tangential with the real issue. What is the point that nandrolone cannot be shot up? Does that prove whether or not Merriman knew what he was consumming? Nobody is judging or being prejudice by asking questions to someone labeling themselves a victim. All choices have consequences whether good or bad. Merriman said he will take full responsibility for his part. Then he first ought to own up to his responsibility wholly and without excuses--drop the victim mentality.
Sean C. wrote on Nov 3, 2006 7:34 AM:Merriman is 22 yrs old. The supplements may very well have been tainted. You live & you learn lessons along the way. I am willing to give him the benefit of the doubt because I don`t judge people by the color of their skin. Kelann, I have been reading this column for quite some time & it is obvious which comments smack of racism. If you`re wondering I am caucasian
Kelann wrote on Nov 3, 2006 10:30 AM:Sean, your perception is your reality and if it is false perception that is still your reality. Interesting conclusion, "Smack of racism", Sean? I am a person of color as is the majority of my social circle, sphere of influence and my fiance who in with the NFL. Simply read and not interpret what what is written. I posed questions not accusations! Anyone's name can be inserted in the questions. Btw, what does age have to do with accountability? What I know to be true is whatever is done in the dark will be revealed in the light for we are all accountable to our Creator and the guarantee is that one day He will judge us.
Sean C. wrote on Nov 3, 2006 5:19 PM:Kelann, if the NFL made it crystal clear which supplements are allowed & which are not, we wouldn`t be having this discussion. & if you don`t believe me regarding the racism, look back in the archives. My perception is perfectly clear. Peace
Jimbo wrote on Nov 3, 2006 7:12 PM:We live in a time of iron ships and wooden men. And he Chargers desperately need leadership. Merriman should just shut up, sit out the 4 games, then come back and embrace the NFL by declaring that he will donate to charities that fight drug and drug addiction. Heck, go ahead and file suit against the "bad" manufacturer of the supplements and donate the proceeds to NFL charities. Turn this whole thing into a positive for him and the Chargers instead of wallowing and whining in self-pity.
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